thesilvertiger

Dudes~ totally got a job working in the photolab at the college I'm attending. Sad news is that on tuesday I'll be away from home for 13 hours a day for the next 15 weeks, then spending 8 hours away from home on thursdays but it's totally worth it. I'm debating changing my career goals and becoming a professional photographer. everyone that has seen my photo's in rela life says that I have real talent and that I should keep at it. I'm not sure at this point in time but it's becoming easier and easier to change my mind and do photography the longer I spend with my photo classes and inside the lab. Well anyway all in all it's been a good day...

I know it's been a while since I sat down and wrote on of these things. Rocking the rollar coaster of life right now and just waiting for school to start again. I'll be working too, in my favorite place, the school's photo lab. Last semester sucked and I really didn't try as hard as I should have but this time I'll do my aboslute best. No more failing for me I plan on going all out. For all of you that love me wish me luck! : D I'll tell you this much, I'm hoping that everthing works out great and that I will continue to push forward and be strong enough for what lays ahead of me. hehe I'll be counting on those of ya that I love for support e

I'm kinda stuck at the cross roads where the rubber meets the road. I'm hoping that when I hit the ground I hit it running and not have my tires squeal on the pavement and burn out or crash. Maybe I'm putting too much on myself but I don't want to let my condition get the better of me. I want to live me life as if nothing was wrong, even if I do shorten it. But I only get one chance around so I'm going to live it up like it was my last day on earth. although at the moment it's diffacult and I'm getting discouraged wondering if I made the right choice. i feel like nothing is going right, snf it's making me second guess myself and doubt...which